Strange Days Indeed

I can't believe the make believe Joe is trying to tell me that he doesn't know who Cammy is. The real Joe was very good friends with her when they were both at this program. Make-believe-Joe is going to have to do a better job than that if he wants to make himself believe that I don't know who he is.

I noticed that workers were talking to Cammy like she was stupid but you can tell that the workers didn't want to talk to her like she was stupid. You could tell they felt weird about the whole situation.

Then Norman said, "She's one of you guys now." That felt weird. She still has to go through all of those brain injured steps of acceptance, denial and blah blah blah. There's going to come a time when she gets frustrated, I forgot what step that was but she'll lash out at the workers when that time comes.

Damn, Maia's ass was very smoking hot today. I couldn't believe it. John said she had a little boy's ass but she must of transformed from the last time I saw her because it was very shapely and meaty today. Then she wore a tight shirt that showed off her puffy nipples and her body from top to bottom was just awesome.

I try not to like her too much because I can't have her and she's married but she makes it damn hard.

I saw goddess Shawna today. Very beautiful like usual. Even with out make up on she's beautiful.

Oh shit, Simone's tits looked great. I love the shirt she was wearing. She has some real good meat on her tits. On top of it, she has a real awesome ass.

The student I was working with today, her breathe stinks. I try not to get too close to her because I don't feel like smelling the odor. It's a shame because she's so pretty.

I was shocked when I walked in the building this morning and the first person to greet me was Gail. Gail came up to me and told me what happened with Anne. It's weird because I can picture Anne's face right now, talking. It's hard to picture death.

I was thinking about going to Anne's wake and putting a soda can in her coffin next to her.

My head hurts

I have a big headache.

My weight

I went to the doctors yesterday and my weight was 225. I was a little shocked after I got off the scale. I thought I was closer to 210.

Forgetting

Yesterday, Maia was rubbing either her elbow, middle of her arm or shoulder against my elbow, middle of my arm or shoulder. I forgot which it was. I don't remember the sensation but I do remember enjoying it.

That was the highlight of my day. That and eating a chicken salad from Wendy's.

I need to play that memory game because I suck so bad at it. I was playing a memory game with a nice looking therapist woman in the place where David Smizer hangs out.

Kristen's tits were popping out. I did a double take on them because she was wearing a tight shirt. I didn't like the fact that I was looking at her tits because I'm not suppose to like her.

I find Adam easy to talk to. Every time you talk to him, you get a good feeling when you're done. I find the opposite with Robert. Robert seems like he doesn't know what to say when I have a conversation with him.

That's actually nitpicking because Robert is a great guy. If something is bothering some one, he takes care of it because it bothers him too. That's what no one sees about him. Who cares if he fucks up schedules. If you have a problem, he makes it his problem and he even goes out of his way to solve it.

Want to know what really really sucks? The smell of a woman's period. Please, wash yourself before you come to the program. It's gross being around some one and their period is stinking up the joint.

I'm going to Philly today to get my heart checked out. After I get my heart checked out, I go and eat the greasiest cheese steak from one of the trucks.

Mike and Simone

Here's a great picture of Mike and Simone. When or if I ever leave this place, these are the type of memories I will have.

What a fucking disgrace

I saw some good ass today and I saw some bad ass.

Thank god for Maia and Ryan even though John thinks that Maia has a little boy's ass. The thing I never asked John was how he knew what a little boy's ass looked like or why he had a little boy's ass on his mind.

Maia looks better looking with longer hair.

I've given up trying to be friendly with Kristen. I was trying to be friendly with her because we had to be in the same building. I never liked her in the first place. Her disposition sucks. Her person as a whole just sucks. Suzie acts like an asshole but at least she has some sort of personality. Kristen has no personality. She acts like a big fucking mope.

I realized that a lot of people that work here are insecure about who they are. This is why they act stupid and moronic or even weird.

Bridget told me that our cruise is going to Canada instead of Bermuda. I don't think it matters because it's hot every where in the summer. I wondered why we were going on a cruise from hot New Jersey to hot Bermuda in the first place.

I'm done trying to communicate with people that don't back. I won't even bother you anymore unless you are hot.

How did I forget to add this. Ryan flashed her boobies yesterday and they were great to look at. I loved it and so did Eric. She didn't show skin but she showed them sticking out of her shirt. She pulled some thing back and there were her boobs.

Some times it's better to see people with clothes on then with clothes off because of the mystery factor.

The girls

I took this picture before Simone left. Look at how happy they all are. You don't get that in a lot of businesses.

Pretty Great

This apartment I moved into at Morris Plains is one of the best places I've lived.

When I was living in Newton, I was atop the 4rth floor and it was always cold.

When I came to Universal, I lived in an apartment that was blocked by sunlight and it was like buried into the hill. Very cold and damp especially since it was near a creek.

When I moved to the house on Shrewsbury Drive, I was living in the basement and the basement is undergound. It was always cold. It sucked.

The apartment now is so warm. There are no cracks I have to worry about in the windows and it's just pure heaven. It's on a normal level too. It's also the first place where sun light comes in through the windows.

The neighbors are very quiet as well.

Now to Universal. I was supposed to look at asses today but I forgot to.

This Alicia character said I called her a retard out of the blue. I never even saw her today. I have called her a retard and I do think she acts like one but I didn't call her one today.

I'm going to have to befriend her so we can go on the cruise in peace.

I saw Shawna today and it made me feel good when I saw her. I went and said something to her but I forgot what it was. If my life wasn't so fucked up with different illnesses, I'd be asking her out until she said yes.

Never mind head injury, my lupus causes just as much shit as my brain injury does. Here's a crazy symptom I found about my blood disorder on the internet:

Giddiness: For reasons not completely understood, the brain appears particularly sensitive to the clotting effects of antiphospholipid antibodies, and one of the ways in which it reacts to "sticky blood" affecting its oxygen supply is to cause balance disorders. Many patients complain of feeling giddy or "slightly drunk" and this can naturally lead to accidents.

I've always wondered why I felt high at times when I don't do drugs.

My blood disorder also has memory loss as a symptom, Visual disturbance and here's one where people are always wondering why I have a spot on my face...

livedo reticularis” or, more prosaically, as “corned beef skin”. It can also cause repeated sores (ulcers) and bumps (nodules) of the skin.

This is just what I need -> Researchers are recently also finding that there are patients with slowly progressive memory problems

I want to see some ass tomorrow

I want to see woman wear tight clothes that show off their ass. Can we have that please? I need to grade some bitches.

Our family dog died yesterday

R.I.P. Oakley

Football and Hockey drafts

Football Draft

1. Running back
2. Running back
3. Wide receiver
4. Wide receiver
5. Quaterback
6. Running back
7. Wide receiver
8. Tight End
9. Quaterback
10. Insurance Running Back
11. Running back or Wide receiver
12. Wide Receiver
13. Tight End
14. Defensive Player
15. Defensive Player
16. Kicker
17. Kicker

Hockey Draft

1. Left Wing
2. Center
3. Goalie
4. Right Wing
5. Goalie
6. Defense
7. Defense
8. Center
9. Left Wing
10. Right Wing
11. Left Wing
12. Goalie
13. Left Wing
14. Defense
15. Right Wing