Burned out

I'm getting a little burned out from this Yankee stuff. I find it hard to compete with writers at the bleacher report because I don't have the energy they have.

Bleacher report is another site that is not my website that I write for. I used to have energy but I don't anymore. I spend most of my time writing about the Yankees. I want to stop for a wile but I can't because I keep getting more fans to my site.

I don't know why I ever said Kristen was ugly because she's not. I think I might of sent that to Joe B because I thought she was reading his emails or something.

Her face isn't bad and her titties are amazing, even through scrubs. I don't know how she got an ass all of a sudden but it looks really good.

Suzie has never looked as good as that one day I saw her but she does look better than last month. Suzie is at the point with me that I might even bang her if the possibility was ever to arise.

Oh yeah, I can critique anyone I want because it's my blog. If you want to say something about me, start your own fucking blog. Like I would read it anyway.

A whole bunch of us men saw Maria working out and we noticed how nice her ass looked. When a hot woman works out, men notice.

If any woman wants to know if they're hot looking or looking good that day, walk by a male worker, look back and see if he's looking at you. If he is, you're hot. Men can't help but stare. I see them do it all the time. Women are more subtle about it when they look at male employees.

Better yet, just walk by Jim the driver. He's the perfect person to give you the hot test.

The thing that I find interesting is that most women at the program are competing with one another to look hotter than the other woman worker.

Men don't care who's the number one woman. They're just looking for some one to be with like you. I find that most of the women at this program are emotionally disconnected from their spouse or boyfriend.

Crazy shit: I found out, from a Universal employee that people knew my cousin Andrew Tulli was a porn star. I was shocked. I didn't know people knew this.

I have no clue what the employee's name is but he's one of the guys that fixes up the place. He has a pointy nose and grey hair. He's skinny and he paints a lot, I think.

Medicine for psychos

I received another shipment of medicine today for people who are manic. This is the third one in a row. Instead of flushing them down the toilet, I didn't sign for them. The last time I took meds like that was at Progressive Health and I went crazy after taking them. I flipped out all over the place.

Check later

That Flu, Bitch

That flu better not come and get me, bitch.

Freedom

I've felt free lately. Free from hate. For the longest time I would hate some one if I didn't know them and I would hate a lot of people in general. I don't feel that I have to go around hating people. It makes life harder.

Last week I told Norman that I hated the person that took my apartment away but I said that to get attention from Norman. I'm happier where I am. I don't even think of that person.

Every step I would take, I would think some one was against me. I thought they were out to get me. I've been like this since the mid 90's.

I'm freeing myself from the hate and escaping it. It feels much better.

Strange Days Indeed

I can't believe the make believe Joe is trying to tell me that he doesn't know who Cammy is. The real Joe was very good friends with her when they were both at this program. Make-believe-Joe is going to have to do a better job than that if he wants to make himself believe that I don't know who he is.

I noticed that workers were talking to Cammy like she was stupid but you can tell that the workers didn't want to talk to her like she was stupid. You could tell they felt weird about the whole situation.

Then Norman said, "She's one of you guys now." That felt weird. She still has to go through all of those brain injured steps of acceptance, denial and blah blah blah. There's going to come a time when she gets frustrated, I forgot what step that was but she'll lash out at the workers when that time comes.

Damn, Maia's ass was very smoking hot today. I couldn't believe it. John said she had a little boy's ass but she must of transformed from the last time I saw her because it was very shapely and meaty today. Then she wore a tight shirt that showed off her puffy nipples and her body from top to bottom was just awesome.

I try not to like her too much because I can't have her and she's married but she makes it damn hard.

I saw goddess Shawna today. Very beautiful like usual. Even with out make up on she's beautiful.

Oh shit, Simone's tits looked great. I love the shirt she was wearing. She has some real good meat on her tits. On top of it, she has a real awesome ass.

The student I was working with today, her breathe stinks. I try not to get too close to her because I don't feel like smelling the odor. It's a shame because she's so pretty.

I was shocked when I walked in the building this morning and the first person to greet me was Gail. Gail came up to me and told me what happened with Anne. It's weird because I can picture Anne's face right now, talking. It's hard to picture death.

I was thinking about going to Anne's wake and putting a soda can in her coffin next to her.

My head hurts

I have a big headache.