Whatever happens in the future from here on out should be good for me. I get a long with all the new workers here and they actually start conversations with me. Before, the old guard didn't.
People like Kristen could go fuck themselves. It would of been nice to get along with her but I won't regret not getting along with her. She naturally sucks. She needs to find a personality instead of walking around like a big fucking dope.
I won't regret not getting along with Robert either. He has too many hang ups and insecurities. That's something I could deal without. He's so insecure that he makes Suzie send him all the emails I send her. Still, I understand Robert. That's why I don't hate him. He's a nice guy but I won't regret anything when it comes to him.
My biggest regret for when I ever leave this place is not getting along with Suzie. We had a chance to be such great buddies. I wish it turned out better than it did. I wish we never had those fights. She sometimes thinks like I do too. I'm not attracted to Suzie. I just saw a lot of potential for friendship that went down the drain and it was because I'm so fucked in the head.
Her and Robert and whoever else hold grudges against me and it's because of my brain injury. Isn't that weird? Going to a place for brain injury and people hold things against you because you're brain injured? Every thing I did wrong to not get along with people was because I was or still am very fucked in the head. It seems to me that these professionals don't understand me even though they're supposed to.
If they did understand, the program as a whole would be much better but they take things too personal. I've seen some workers get upset because of what a client did or said to them. Um, hello? They're fucked up. They're brain injured. How can you not understand that? Why did you get yourself into this business in the first place if you're going to hold meetings and hold grudges against clients?
It's not healthy for you or the client so maybe some of you should just quit. I know some of you are reading this because I put the wheels in motion for you to.
Do you actually think I worshipped Maia like I led you to believe on this blog? No, I was just trying to get her to like me so I could get in her pants and fuck the living shit out of her. She was constantly turning me on. I was trying to build a seed because I knew she was reading this blog but now she's gone.
I realized the one person I could of leaned on in the time of trouble could of been Suzie but it is what it is. I believe in destiny so there must be a reason why for the way things are happening.
An update on me. I couldn't walk this morning. I couldn't feel my legs from the knee caps down. I had to get my hands and bang my legs down so blood would rush through them. It felt like two big pieces of meat hanging down. I know that my heart failure is causing it so there's nothing anyone can do. I'm pretty tired right now.
My mother is ignoring me for some reason. I never call her on the weekend but I tried this weekend but she ignored me. I got really mad. I'm still mad because she invites my brother over every Sunday for food but not me. I don't care about my mother. I care about the food. Then she'll lie to me and say she has food for me that she made on Tuesday when she really made it on Sunday when my brother came over. I hope I don't get really angry at her Tuesday.
Monday, July 27, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
If you want to look at my cock
You have to suck it first you stupid bitch. Suck it and then lick the balls.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Michael Jackson Dead Jokes
Q: What's the difference between Michael Jackson and Disney films?
A: Disney films can still touch kids.
Michael Jackson had to cancel all of his up coming dates.
They were named James(aged 9) and Thomas(aged 11)
Q: What's the difference between Michael Jackson and Farrah Fawcett?
A: About three hours.
Did you hear? The Jackson Five are offering a 20 percent discount on their reunion!
Will his organs continue to be donated to children?
Michael Jackson did manage to whisper a brief message to paramedics on his way to the hospital.... "Put me on the children's ward."
A: Disney films can still touch kids.
Michael Jackson had to cancel all of his up coming dates.
They were named James(aged 9) and Thomas(aged 11)
Q: What's the difference between Michael Jackson and Farrah Fawcett?
A: About three hours.
Did you hear? The Jackson Five are offering a 20 percent discount on their reunion!
Will his organs continue to be donated to children?
Michael Jackson did manage to whisper a brief message to paramedics on his way to the hospital.... "Put me on the children's ward."
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Burned out
I'm getting a little burned out from this Yankee stuff. I find it hard to compete with writers at the bleacher report because I don't have the energy they have.
Bleacher report is another site that is not my website that I write for. I used to have energy but I don't anymore. I spend most of my time writing about the Yankees. I want to stop for a wile but I can't because I keep getting more fans to my site.
I don't know why I ever said Kristen was ugly because she's not. I think I might of sent that to Joe B because I thought she was reading his emails or something.
Her face isn't bad and her titties are amazing, even through scrubs. I don't know how she got an ass all of a sudden but it looks really good.
Suzie has never looked as good as that one day I saw her but she does look better than last month. Suzie is at the point with me that I might even bang her if the possibility was ever to arise.
Oh yeah, I can critique anyone I want because it's my blog. If you want to say something about me, start your own fucking blog. Like I would read it anyway.
A whole bunch of us men saw Maria working out and we noticed how nice her ass looked. When a hot woman works out, men notice.
If any woman wants to know if they're hot looking or looking good that day, walk by a male worker, look back and see if he's looking at you. If he is, you're hot. Men can't help but stare. I see them do it all the time. Women are more subtle about it when they look at male employees.
Better yet, just walk by Jim the driver. He's the perfect person to give you the hot test.
The thing that I find interesting is that most women at the program are competing with one another to look hotter than the other woman worker.
Men don't care who's the number one woman. They're just looking for some one to be with like you. I find that most of the women at this program are emotionally disconnected from their spouse or boyfriend.
Crazy shit: I found out, from a Universal employee that people knew my cousin Andrew Tulli was a porn star. I was shocked. I didn't know people knew this.
I have no clue what the employee's name is but he's one of the guys that fixes up the place. He has a pointy nose and grey hair. He's skinny and he paints a lot, I think.
Bleacher report is another site that is not my website that I write for. I used to have energy but I don't anymore. I spend most of my time writing about the Yankees. I want to stop for a wile but I can't because I keep getting more fans to my site.
I don't know why I ever said Kristen was ugly because she's not. I think I might of sent that to Joe B because I thought she was reading his emails or something.
Her face isn't bad and her titties are amazing, even through scrubs. I don't know how she got an ass all of a sudden but it looks really good.
Suzie has never looked as good as that one day I saw her but she does look better than last month. Suzie is at the point with me that I might even bang her if the possibility was ever to arise.
Oh yeah, I can critique anyone I want because it's my blog. If you want to say something about me, start your own fucking blog. Like I would read it anyway.
A whole bunch of us men saw Maria working out and we noticed how nice her ass looked. When a hot woman works out, men notice.
If any woman wants to know if they're hot looking or looking good that day, walk by a male worker, look back and see if he's looking at you. If he is, you're hot. Men can't help but stare. I see them do it all the time. Women are more subtle about it when they look at male employees.
Better yet, just walk by Jim the driver. He's the perfect person to give you the hot test.
The thing that I find interesting is that most women at the program are competing with one another to look hotter than the other woman worker.
Men don't care who's the number one woman. They're just looking for some one to be with like you. I find that most of the women at this program are emotionally disconnected from their spouse or boyfriend.
Crazy shit: I found out, from a Universal employee that people knew my cousin Andrew Tulli was a porn star. I was shocked. I didn't know people knew this.
I have no clue what the employee's name is but he's one of the guys that fixes up the place. He has a pointy nose and grey hair. He's skinny and he paints a lot, I think.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Medicine for psychos
I received another shipment of medicine today for people who are manic. This is the third one in a row. Instead of flushing them down the toilet, I didn't sign for them. The last time I took meds like that was at Progressive Health and I went crazy after taking them. I flipped out all over the place.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
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